One More Time 11:11

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11:11…what does it mean?

Does it mean anything at all? Does numerology mean anything at all? Do numbers themselves mean anything at all without our human definitions being applied to a construct of said numbers

Well would 1 + 1 still be 2, somewhere else in the Universe? Hmmmm….

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Certainly one must admit that the numeric connections between this dimension are fascinating, and this matrix would seemingly be impossible to navigate without them. How would anything be built correctly? How would counting work? You have to count something everyday, not just money, what if you wanted to eat 3 hard-boiled eggs, and 4 slices of fresh feta cheese like I’m eating right now? It would not work without numbers. 

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So back to the topic…

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As for this 11:11…

…one can go on the Internet, as I’m sure any of you reading this living in civilization would know by now, and find countless links to all sorts of characters offering viewpoints on why this particular number combination is special. You’re going to find a lot of information relating to the connection of 11:11 to your own consciousness awakening from the matrices of the ego zombies. You’re going to find information about how 11:11 connects to your eternal bond with your soul mates and your twin flame. Now you can watch these things until you pass out on your couch, as I usually do, and suck up all that new knowledge, which of course I recommend, but I also implore any of you reading this to find your own answers wishing as to 11:11 has related specifically to YOU, in YOUR life. Fuck whatever you read and think about what happened and/or what is happening if you happen to be one of the many discovering these strange recurrences of 11:11 imagery popping up all around you. 

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In my experience, in what has become almost cliche at this point, I started NOTICING it around me more when I snapped out of the slumber several years ago. I emphasized the word “noticing” because it was always there, but I am not sure if I began to “notice” it more once I had seen information about 11:11 or not. This was like 5 years ago when I really started rolling along with my own ascent from the proverbial Platonian cave, and I bombarded myself with so much information initially, I cannot recall if I was or was not aware of 11:11 before I started “noticing” it. Nonetheless, whether I knew or did not know already, I could never deny the fact, that I myself witnessed gratuitously by all of my 5 3rd dimensional senses this thing, and was seeing 11:11 everywhere, and I mean everywhere. Clocks of course, constantly, billboard signs I remember because i thought what are the odds of one highway billboard sign flashing an 11:11 byte, much less literally several, it was in utility bills, I mean it was like everything with a fucking number written on it was doing this to me, over and over and over again, which at that point, I am for sure prompted me to really look into this phenomenon, and that was initially when I can for sure say that I became very familiarized with these 11:11 sightings and what they may or may not mean. 

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The occurrences did fade though, there was definitely like a big crest and then a decline into a slow but steady “noticing” that it still pops up from time to time. Now was my brain just responding to the fact that I had stumbled upon that new information, and then making me “notice” it more? This might explain why I saw it quite prevalently, then not so much anymore, kind of like a new novelty, like a new pop culture novelty, comes and goes. A meme that caught on right as the new agers began to take greater strides perhaps?

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Hmmmm…

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…or maybe I found the info, which triggered a conscious reassurance that the “awakening” I was experiencing was in fact real, and these were numerical representations of the new synchronicity being formed with the expanding world around me. This idea may at first seem more implausible, but this reassurance is/was necessary particularly in the beginning, as many of you who have awoken and are in the process of fully awakening know, because that is the time when the battle between your ego and your soul really gets heated, more than ever before, and the initial reaction to the new energy makes you question whether or not you might be going insane. So the reassurance from 11:11 coincides with countless other synchronous moments that seem to start happening all around you once your 3rd eye snaps back open. These are to help you get past the struggle between your ego holding on while your soul takes back over. Speaking of synchronous moments…

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This is one thing that has not leveled off in any way, in fact, this other phenomenon has been happening and continues to happen to me literally e-x-p-o-n-e-n-t-i-a-l-l-y more. Said phenomenon is synchronicity…

What is synchronicity? (<<<CLICK HERE TO READ MORE<<<)

Yes there is absolutely no refuting that this is happening to me on a moment to moment basis at this point. I’m like 5 years deep into the heavy curve upward, and that curve has become a rocketship accelerating faster and faster straight up and out of the matrix. Connections with people, events, things you perceive on a daily basis with the 5 3d senses, it all begins to connect and flow together more and more and more and more. Picture if your awakening started as one little star. Then your star became 2 stars, then 4 stars, then 8, exponential, like I mentioned earlier, so imagine how many stars are lighting up the sky in my mind by now, and in YOUR mind too, especially if you are well into your journey out, and that’s the best part. Everyone is making these connections, but those waking up are making them faster, and you begin to feel this not only the connectivity between yourself and your world around you, you begin to connect with others who making accelerated connections, which only makes more connections. It’s a state of continuous fascination. There is a very viral aspect to it, but maybe that’s all we are, a virus…

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And on that note, I just passed 1000 words so I am outta here until next time. 

More to come. Be good.

Love to all. 

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A Metaphor

Ever feel like you are stuck?

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Like in a glass box with a few sticks and leaves and rocks, a little food dish, and a water bowl… 

I have been looking into some information lately about how we are are really stars, and that we have been captured here in these dense ‘bodies,’ continuously being tricked into tricking courselves into reincarnating over and over and over and over and over again to serve the will of something greater than ourselves. It’s very interesting information, has to do with Saturn and the Moon. Now you know I don’t believe or disbelieve in anything until I experience it for myself, and even then I question it…

…but I do find this fascinating.

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Can you imagine if that were true though? And the strange thing to me its that it makes a lot of sense. Look at most of the population, I’m amazed they can wipe their own asses, easily deceivable, tricked from birth, and birthed by the tricked, in a bizarre seemingly unending loop. However, now there are those of us who are waking up and recalling our real selves, so what happens to us, this fringe group that has become of aware of the possibility and plausibility of the trickery and the trap? Again, not saying this is real, but what is for sure real is that the bullshit story they sell everyone from the get-go is total crap, a complete and continuous deception. And if everything they have told us is/was a lie, who knows what is really real and what is really not? So it seems to be of utmost importance that all of us who are “awakened” understand that we are still very much students of the Universe and still naive to the true nature of who and what we are, yet somehow in this life we are advancing inward at a much higher level than any lives we experienced before, at least here on this Earth plane. But here we are, still stuck in whatever this madhouse is, among a vast majority of people who are all so asleep, I just don’t get it.

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Feels very limiting, like when a baby figures out that there is huge room to play in outside of the crib, although the ones in charge keep the baby stuck in the crib by repeating over and over to the baby that there is only the crib, using fear to keep the baby in behind the bars of the crib. But the baby can clearly SEE that there is something more, so the baby finally lets go of that fear and now the baby must crawl out of the crib himself and jump, falling to the floor below. Of course the baby will catch a few bruises and cry, but when he sees he isn’t really hurt and that no one is coming nor does he need anyone to come help him because he can now see what is really happening and that he is okay, he will stop crying, then realize for himself to get up and stand alone, and WALK around to SEE what is in the room outside of the crib, which is of course new at first, BUT…once you’ve walked around the room, it comes together and makes sense. You figure out that you are in a house, and there are other rooms in that house. Furthermore you come to the understanding that you’ve been trapped in this house, and that is NOT your house.

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How long do YOU like to stay at someone else’s house, trapped in a crib in a room in their house? Is it not time to leave already? Do you like being a baby confined to a crib? FUCK NO. You want to boldly walk out the front door to see what is outside of this strange house you and everyone else are seemingly imprisoned in. Here’s the rub about that though… you’ve only been tricked to keep imprisoning yourself, tricked through fear. No one was ever in charge over you, they only convinced you otherwise in the crib. Who owns this madhouse? Who was there when you finally jumped let go of your fear and freed from your own confinement? YOU. No one else, no one but you. You didn’t realize you were you though until you hit the floor and you woke up, and now that you remembering who you are, you want to remember everything and anything about what you really are. Is anyone ever really “learning,” or are they simply “remembering?”

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Back to the metaphor…

…so obviously you will be brave and walk out that damned front door, that wasn’t even locked, and what do you see next, probably more houses, maybe part of a little cul-de-sac of similar houses, and it hits you like a screaming freight train that you were just trapped in one crib, in one house, in one neighborhood, but by who and for what reason?…so then what’s next obviously?… you get back on the super-highway, you take the road out of the neighborhood and keep going, and then who know’s what’s next? Vast open frontier, other neighborhoods, differing geographies of sorts, point is that we are travelers, soul travelers made of stars, that have somehow been deceived into this dimension of matter and density, limited to only what is possible via these bodily vehicles, while someone somewhere for some reason initiated this deception and keeps it recycling into a never-ending circle of life, death, and reincarnation… but for what purposes I do not know, one can only speculate…

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You following this metaphor?…I’m totally just ad-libbed all of that straight off of the top of my head, which is good because I wanted to express that outwardly somehow.

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Just a quick sum-up:

Are we really explorers of the Infinite, anything possible, yet somehow some entity or entities have “trapped” us in these bodies by convincing everyone the “real” world is the crib, and there is nothing outside of that crib? And now some of us, our souls are remembering themselves, and are remembering what they truly are, want to get back to being soul/star travelers, so how do we escape the trap? Again, please understand I do not know if this is any way true or untrue, just one of many many many may many “ideas” that seem to keep bombarding me from I-don’t-know-where. But I have never felt anymore alive than in this moment now, know what I mean? The journey accelerates along with the time, moving faster and faster toward….

…maybe next time, we are over 1000 words…

Be good dear friends and readers.

Love to all.

Breakfast Club Birthday

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Today is your humble narrator’s birthday… cheers. The Breakfast Club reference will be my own today. If you have never seen this movie, where have you been for the last 30 years?…geez. Regardless, I’m going to keep this short. I have things to do today, and in case you didn’t know, the fall equinox begins today/tonight. Summer is over, and now an uncertain autumn lies ahead for all. A new star gate portal opens today as Earth enters a new photon belt. Not sure exactly what that means, just a message I received that I am relaying to all of you.

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Have a great day all my readers, watchers, brothers, and sisters in the fold. Ascension is ascending, faster and faster and faster and faster. As more and more awake, those stuck in their ego-caves inside this 3rd dimensional paradigm are finding it more difficult to keep remaining ignorant. Yet many still sleep, determined not to awake this round. That is their choice, what YOU do is your choice. Let go of your fear, let go of all you are afraid to lose, for nothing is ever really lost, and life never actually ends. You are already immortal, you already live forever, you have only forgotten. Will you remember? Will you recall what you truly are?

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Will you dive into the rabbit hole? When you do not  find the bottom, will you give into your fear? Or will you keep going? Again, all of these answers are inside YOU. Do what YOU need to do for YOU, not for anyone else. Time to go for now, my birthday bonus calls. Have a meeting with some ancestors and spirits soon via the psilocybin medium. Good way to get a good boost toward your individual awakening, as well as stimulate your pineal gland. Most people’s pineal glands are calcified and nearly dead, like a shriveled raisin, when it should be the size of an eyeball and full like a “pine” cone. Look into it, or don’t…

once more…. it’s up to YOU, not me.

Breathe. Relax. Now go out and have yourselves a great day, or change the channel.

This, as always, is for None of YOU and for All of YOU. Be brave in the upcoming future, things are going to change faster and faster, but you must not give into fear.

Never give into fear. Wide eyes open.

Love to all. 

Erase-Your-Head

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Yes, the title was spawned from this GIF animation I made. If you are not familiar with the movie Eraserhead and/or David Lynch, inform yourself. Lynch is genius with surrealism, and is quite an extraordinary individual otherwise, very into meditation and deep diving into self. Check out some of his words via Youtube.

Or as always, feel free to change to channel. You are here for you, not me.

Surrealism, funny that it can be used as an art form, when the world we all currently exist in is over-flowing with the surreal. Is life not often dream-like? The deja vus, the coincidences, the uncanny timings of your everyday, the backwards ideologies fed to you by your masters, are these all not definable in some way as surreal? Sure it’s not the dimensional and spatial surrealism one experiences when actually dreaming, but there are certainly parallels. What about when you are between dreams and being awake?…i.e. experiencing a huge DMT surge via a variety of available hallucinogens, and the surreality of this 3rd dimensional paradigm becomes greatly magnified. Have you ever experienced a trip? Know what DMT is? 

Now I know I have readers who are well-versed in such topics, but let’s not pretend that most of the world is informed. So here’s a little refresher: DMT is a naturally occurring substance that is present in countless living organisms, particularly humans. However, DMT is regulated via the pineal gland, which as many of my readers know, has been shrunken and calcified inside the brains of 85-90% of the populous. If you have never tripped, you may not understand. Your first trip brings you to a door, and when you go through that door, all those solid walls that formed the room you previously lived your life from dissolve, and you are no longer confined to that room, now consciously free to go deeper, to explore the entire house, as opposed to living a life from the confines of the space of that singular  room. Like I said, it may not come across if you have never taken the journey.

Now am I suggesting that you all go out and trip? Hmmmm… maybe, maybe that’s what humanity needs, a global consciousness wake up call via mass ingestions of DMT. Can you imagine? Now let’s let that fairy tale go, because the fact is that most of those with those shrunken, calcified pineal glands could not handle the overwhelming surge of connection with Source, and would regress into infantile behavior patterns, allowing their inner fear to convince them they are losing their minds, when in fact it’s a bold attempt at just the opposite. I like to picture a boat, the boat of humanity, but the boat isn’t too full because lots of people have gone overboard with their egos, and are drowning in the dark abysmal waters of their own fear. So we throw out life vests, rafts, floats, whatever we can to help you let go of your fear, get your soul back, and get back on the damn boat, but instead of saving yourselves, most of you just keep flailing around, freaking out because you are so scared, causing yourselves to drown faster and deeper. Why? What are so many of you so fucking afraid of?

Have you just rolled over already and succumbed to the notion that this is just the way it is? And you are relatively an ineffectual nothing? Destined to live a “life” under the thumb of a master, as long as you don’t have to think too much and you can ignorantly pretend there is no horror or darkness in the world? Everything is happy, and no dark clouds will rain on the sunshine as long as you do not acknowledge those dark clouds? Again, I am NOT saying these things to instigate fear and/or accentuate the not-so-pleasant aspects of this current reality, but if you continue to bury your heads in the proverbial sand, you empower the illusion that keeps so many veiled from what is truly real. No, happiness does not come packaged with a house, a husband/wife, kids, a career, job security, money, etc… that is just the illusion. The illusion that is propagated by your masters. They have an endless vacation lifestyle in comparison to you. They don’t sweat paying bills. They are above laws. They give you a little vacation or two every year, and that is your happiness. You get an extended line of credit when you buy your first house, and that is your happiness. Yet what do you really have? What do you really own? If you are making payments, you don’t own shit. In the big picture, you take nothing with you when you die, so theoretically, no one ever really owns anything, they just have it while they have it. Seems simple enough, right? But so many of you, struggling to own something, why?…because you think it makes you happy

The ingredients to personal happiness are not external, they are internal. That is something you will have to figure out for yourselves. Seeking happiness outside yourself is futile, and you will only fool yourself into being convinced that the shadows and echoes within your cave bring you happiness. The way the masses go berserk, during Black Friday for instance, over dense material bullshit, just astounds any critical thinker. People trampling other people for toys, one of many reasons why I refer to the current 3rd dimensional paradigm as an insane asylum. So insane in fact, that those who point out the insanity, and deemed insane by the insane, and how insane is that? It’s quite the trip and the clarity by which you relate to that trip depends on you. Do you like being another patient in the mental ward? Or would you rather be a psychiatrist? Doctor? Some entity above and beyond just being another mentally incapacitated resident of the nuthouse? Real crazy people don’t know they’re crazy. Imagine that, 6 billion plus crazy people in the psych ward, all of which have no clue that they are even committed, but to point that out makes you somehow crazier. I, your humble narrator, pointing these things out to you, is crazier than those who do not even possess a capacity to fathom what you are reading right now. Oh but we’ve hit the 1000 word mark once again, so now we must regretfully depart from the illustrations of the loony bin called humanity. Today was just some rambling, thoughts with details, expressed via this modicum of media. The choice to take the trip, any trip, is yours. Whatever you do, you must not allow fear to be the compass in your lives. It is hard to let go of the picture you have painted while seeing through the clouded eyes of your ego, but do not be afraid to let it go, because it is not real.

Have the courage to let it go, and you will see. Most importantly, you will see for you.

Wide eyes open. Love to all. 

 

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If YOU Are New…

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Do you know where it all begins? 1 + 1 = 2…. seems like a reasonable place to start, but what happens after? Well if you follow the sequence, adding the previous number to the next, said sequence flows like this… 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34…etc… Why is this important? Are you noticing a different world evolving around you lately? This time is a beginning, and an end, and this sequence is the Fibonacci Sequence, often portrayed as an outward moving spiral, and it is not just a numerical beginning, it is the beginning of everything. For you now, this very moment represents the beginning of your conscious awakening. You are here for a reason, reading this right now.  If you are already there, share this info with love. However, if you are new, as many are, just opening your eyes to see the real world around you, this is the beginning for you, the first 1 if you will. You have used the first key, unlocking the first door, leading to the first room, and you will find that there are infinite keys to infinite doors unlocking infinite rooms, but that comes in time.

Right now is the first 1, when you identify with your ego self, the first 1, and then your higher self, your soul, the second 1, you have now become 2, you are now twice what you were only seconds ago simply by realizing the clear distinction between your soul and your ego. Well done, stay with me. Your soul feeds from love, your ego from fear, fear and love are the only two real emotions, all else stems from those initial two, an initial duality one might call it. Now you are 2, so what do you choose to do? Continue to live from your ego, driven by material and power and status, or would you rather exist from your higher self, from your soul, bound only to love and compassion and empathy?

When you decide, then we have 2 + 1, which equals 3, so now you are at 3. I have gotten you caught up to 3, but the reality is that YOU were already here, you just didn’t know it. This is a 3rd dimensional construct we are all in, plauibly flowing through a 4th dimension of time. Now it’s up to YOU to decide where YOU go from here. It’s never too late to snap out of the program the powers that be have influenced all of you with your whole lives. Would you rather live free, or continue to live as a slave because you still believe “that is just the way it is?” Like I said, the choice is now yours. Will you remain stuck at 3, or can you evolve higher, from 3 to 5, from the 3rd dimension to the 5th dimension? Now are you starting to get it?

Do you see a connection? Are you familiar with  Quantum string theory ? (<<<CLICK FOR MORE INFO<<<) Not many of us are, but it really isn’t too complicated to get the gist, which is all you need to know. And note that these are all theories, theoretical plausibilities, nothing here is concrete, it only speculatively makes sense. Continuing… The Fibonacci Sequence can THEORETICALLY align right up with quantum string theory, the actual numbers of the sequence representing spatial dimensions, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13… and the un-numbers representing temporal dimensions i.e. 4, 6, 7, 9, 10,11, and 12, these un-number dimensions are dimensions of time and/or movement, while the numbered ones represent space and/or form. So when you hear people talking about ascension, or awakening, they just mean that you have become conscious of your higher self, which exists bound to the realms of the 5th dimension, and are now seeking to ascend from this 3rd dimensional paradigm to said next dimension, the 5th, via a 4th dimension of temporal time. Got it? Quantum physics isn’t so difficult to comprehend is it?

That is why I am here, to translate knowledge and information in a way that anyone can easily understand. About 2 years ago, I woke up one day and somehow the sequence and it’s connection to everything had just become clear. That was my day when my 1 and 1 came together as 2, then I chose enlightenment when the 1 and 2 came together completing the 3 that make up my consciousness here in this dimension. Since then, I have been ascending back toward the 5th dimension, which is initially where we fell from, down to this slower vibrating 3rd dimension of dense matter. These are things you discover as you continue your journey, each day adding to the previous. You see, the sequence plays into everything, including the spiritual growth you experience as you return to your higher consciousness.

My experience has more-or-less been documented, almost right from the start, nearly 2 years ago. Many of my personal discoveries have been documented and detailed with videos, links, images, resources, all of which makes up the cornucpoial opus that is my blog. Over 500 posts, over 400 hard copy wriiten pages of information, all free from me for all of you and for none of you. That is actually taken from a quote by Nietzsche, and I use it to illustrate that yes, it IS for all of you, but for those who aren’t ready, they will not understand, hence the none. So if what I have told you here in the intro resonates on your current frequency, do not be afraid to go down the rabbit hole. It never ends, you will see, those of you who choose the higher path of soul consciousness. The path is for everyone, but only when their soul’s journey has gotten there. For those inclined to go further, dive in. The answers you seek are all here, you must only have the will to find them. Wide eyes open. Love to all.