At My Heels 🎣

Lyrics & credits below the paragraph below. Thanks for watching Fishheads. More to come, stay tuned.

My latest creation from a superdope band named Twin Shadow. This is arguably their best song, or if not, definitely top 3, since they have a few other songs that are really good. The musically lexiconal list in my head has no boundaries, & there are many songs I still have to get to. Youtube & their bullshit biased algorithm-based censorship gave me a strike for the previous video for “nudity.” That’s right…nudity, & not jsut any nudity, cartoon nude women & their bouncing beautiful boobs. I scrolled thru Twitter & saw several clips of Haitian cannibal gangs, Yes, you read that right, Haitian cannibal gangs, & there’s numerous clips going viral of these bloody 3rd world toilet savages eating people. Nothing happens with that tho. No NSFW, nothing, & as far as I know, these clips are still flying around the Internet no problem. I add some cartoon nudity in my videos, POOF, & I catch a strike. Un-fucking real. I am so God-damned tired of being censored. I’ve had to nullify any/all of my political and/or cultural public thoughts, keeping them to myself, because the minute I let my opinions fly, POOF AGAIN, & I’m struck out.

Several months ago I started making music videos for songs & bands I like, so I would NOT keep catching sentences to the digital gulag, & still…STILL, these beta twerp rainbow-haired clowns try to take me down & erase me from the virtual town square. Even here…oh yes, even here. I had thousands of views a day when I created this site 12 years ago. Now I’m lucky to get 20 views a day. Shadowbanned like no other on my own fucking website. It’s just so ridiculous, so Orwellian, & the idiots programming these algorithms, for the most part, are all severely affected with the woke mind virus, popularized by the one & only Elon Musk. Where will all of this chaos take us? The so-called civilized world is divided between the programmed “woke” morons, & those of us who live in reality, & no matter what happens in this upcoming election, one side will lose their power. Oh my, oh my, this could manifest into an unprecedented societal critical mass event, one that I most certainly do NOT want to see, yet know is coming.

Of course, I cannot predict the future, but any true pragmatist can see the proverbial writing-on-the-wall, in regards to what this all leads to. One year from now, from this very moment, we will ALL be in a much different world. All signs point to some kind of dystopian nightmare, except one. The one thing that might stop a negative sociodynamic event is some kind of Divine intervention. Unfortunately, it’s a nearly improbable long shot, since nothing Divine, has happened since Jesus was nailed to a cross. Sure, one can argue the occasional reported “miracle,” but an actual life-changing dynamically Divine…reckoning, you could say, has about the same odds as winning the Powerball. Not saying I do not believe in God, because I most certainly DO, but maybe it’s time to cull the herd. I cannot, nor would I, ever think I can see through God’s eyes, but from my human eyes, I see so much unnatural behavior, evil & sinister behavior, as dark as it gets, not to mention all of the idiot self-proclaiming “atheists,” who curse even the idea of a God. I’d wager that 99% of those alleged atheists, when placed in an event where death is imminent, would change their minds really quick about God.

Nonetheless, as I mentioned already, the world is divided, & there’s no coming together, & no going back, & no matter who gets s-elected in the USA in November, ½ the country will go over the edge into the abyss, particularly if Trump wins. Luckily, most of Team MAGA are well-armed, but stay mindful patriots…be VERY mindful of putting all of your eggs into one orange basket. If something happens to Trump, what will you do then? Also, suppose the demoscum cheat again, & steal another election, what will you do then? Now, if Trump makes it & wins, the lunatics on the left, in true barbaric fashion, will riot & burn & steal & loot & kill, all in the name of Neo-Marxism, disguised as democratic revolution. Not only will they burn it all down, but Sith Lords like George Soros will compensate them to do so, to sink the whole ship, to destroy everything this country stands for. In summary, no matter the outcome, civil war is most definitely a high probability. Not saying it’ll happen, I’m just saying what I’m saying. If I could predict the future, I’d be in a much different place than I am now. However, any seasoned critical thinker can reason out the fact that whatever side wins, the opposing side is not going to like it, to the point of revolt. Again, this is not a future scenario I want to see, but I cannot deny what my own logic, as wells my own eyes, see getting closer & closer with each passing day. Oh geez, I wasn’t planning on a rant, but since I haven’t dropped one of my signature diatribes in awhile, here you are. Buckle up humans, the future dawns. so sayeth FisH™…🎣

At My Heels

produced by Twin Shadow

I’m in the belly of the canyon 
I can’t come up with any reason 
Why a ghost is following me 
Why a ghost is following me

I got some feed for the longing 
I got the pillow for the bad dreams 
The apparition dancing with me 
Stepping down all over my feet

There is no key to my gate 
But you can still come around 
Lean your ladder against my window 
And I’ll come down, I’ll come down

Sometimes I don’t know what I am seeing 
Who’s keeping track of all that’s breathing? 
Theres a world thats waiting for me 
Theres a world thats waiting for me

I’m in the belly of the canyon 
I can’t come up with any reasons 
Why a ghost is following me 
Why a ghost is following me

There is no key to my gate 
But you can still come around 
Lean your ladder against my window 
And I’ll come down, I’ll come down

There is no key to my gate 
But you can still come around 
Lean your ladder against my window 
And I’ll come down, I’ll come down

Written by: George Lewis

Album: Forget

Released: 2009

🎣Digital Schizophrenia

People misunderstand schizophrenia. It’s sad, especially for those on the receiving end. People hear that awful sounding word, & they think of patients in mental hospitals wearing suicide smocks that are prone to be negative. No one ever researches it in a positive light. Sadness all around. Maybe schizophrenic people hear things that others can NOT hear, but are there nonetheless. We all exist on frequencies, so maybe they hear a different channel than most do. Who knows? Difficult & arguably impossible to study this phenomenon with any rational evidence. Medical peoples dish out pharmaceutical drugs. Therapists & psychiatrists who really are there for their gain, not yours, don’t actually contribute much other than data, & you’re just another name on a checklist. The food is essentially poisoned, the water, the zeitgeist, & all of these factors when combined, as they are amongst much of the populous, how can someone who stands out because they hear & see things others don’t get real…guidance, you could say, guidance & understanding, AND an openness to find the truth behind schizophrenia, rather than dope you up like a lab rat, then wait for the results. It’s a sinister system, & since your overlords don’t really care about we commoners, wouldn’t hold my breath that anything will change soon, but who knows? As I’ve said before, it’s nearly impossible to make the call on what comes next in the not-so-distant future. Day by day Fishheads, day by day. For all of you, & for none of you at all. More to come, stay tuned. So sayeth Fish™…🎏

🎏Jane Be Jane 🔥 🎹 🔥

Cheers to Piano Matty B & KyleMac…kings of the dueling piano bar. Originally a BenFoldsFive deep-cut song, now being sung by my digital friend KyleMac. He sings it from time to time during their livestreams. Every Friday & Saturday night on Youtube. Come check it out…click this link to sub his Youtube channel: Click HERE to watch Piano Matty B & friends Not only do you get nostalgically epic music on request, but also, he drops morning tech analysis for crypto, specifically Bitcoin. 7AM MST.

Cooking up these AI art projects like my days are numbered, & considering my train wreck of a life, they probably are actually, but I digress. Maybe yours are too. Maybe EVERYONE’S days are numbered, but don’t know it. Anything could happen, at any time, & it usually does. Speaking of time, AI is growing at an exponentially alarming rate, maybe within fractions of seconds now. ALLLLLLLLLL of our data, feeding this juggernaut, all day, every day, all the time. AI is going to change the world. We’re basking in the dawn of its nascent stage, but once dusk comes, buckle up humans. AI is coming. Where will it all lead us to? What’s next?

Thanks for watching/reading. More to come, stay tuned. So sayeth FisH™…🎣

Car Wash Hair

My latest addition to the AI art collection. I think this is number 23ish. Great song from one of my favorite bands. They’re called Luna, & they are gems. Very unique, it’s a genre unto themselves, & if you have never heard of them, now you have. Enjoy Fishheads. Much more to come…stay tuned. As always, the Fish™abides…🎏

Luna: Car Wash Hair

Wanna ask but I just stare
Can I run my hands through your car wash hair?
Wanna ask but I just stare
Can I run my hands through your car wash hair?

Drillin’ a hole with my soul in the sand
Diggin’ for gold in a hole in the back
Catchin’ a ride from a band
I sat in the back of the van
They tried to make me understand
‘Cause if I’m not in a band, don’t mean I’m square
And if I am, well then I don’t care
Wanna ask but I just stare
Can I run my hands through your car wash hair?
Number two has got me confused
Hope I’ll always be numbers one and three
Number two has got me confused
Hope I’ll always be numbers one and three
Wanna ask but I just stare
Can I run my hands through your car wash hair?
Wanna ask but I just stare
Can I run my hands through your car wash hair?

Try

Click the video above to watch my latest creation, as a tribute to Luis Vasquez of the band Soft Moon, who sadly died last week, along with 2 of his friends from what, in my experience, looks like a 3-way overdose. A “hat-trick” overdose you could say, 3 dead in one go. Seem like there’s a few a day at this point, doesn’t it? However, 3 at once is quite rare, but the Universe is unmerciful like that sometimes I suppose. That fetty is no joke…one hot batch, & over the edge you go, with no way to get back. It all just becomes a tunnel-vision point of no return, then you go, & you’re gone, POOF, over, done, your entire life, done, the end.

Fucking spooky as fuck…to me it is anyway, especially since I quit counting all of my dead friends who lost the battle as well. I think we should level the entire country of China for unleashing that shit onto the West, but unfortunately, the psychopaths at the top of the power pyramid want us all dead, & so the fent continues to flow, more-so than ever before. The great opiate plandemic is slow-killing this country, rotting it from the inside out. China is playing a very sinister long-game, & what’s worse is that they’re being allowed to do this. Grrrrr…it all infuriates you if you let it, so as I mentioned in previous posts, fuck it. What can anyone really do to stop this juggernaut from going over the cliff? Nothing, so just enjoy the show. It’s all just like a dream, & when the end, your own end, finally comes, it’ll be just like going to sleep, only you’ll wake up somewhere else, with something else to do. At least, I hope that’s how it all goes down. I don’t wanna see humanity end up in total dystopian pandemonium, I don’t want to see war of any kind, mass death, absolute chaos, people acting like savage barbarian primates to survive, of course I don’t want any of that, most don’t, obviously…but…the globalists DO. Awareness is simply just how it reads…being aware, but awareness & dynamic action are two very different things. If we could all unite as one solidified force, we could end this global tyranny in one day, ONE DAY, but nope, we’re more divided than ever, which is just what they want, & so we continue to snowball this zeitgeist along this precarious path until one day the water will boil into a gas, & everything will change in an instant. As usual, I am ranting, so before I wrap this up, check out the lyrics to the song below…kind surreal, is it not?

The Soft Moon: Try

Alone, to live with my own thoughts 
The burning, it won’t stop 
The air is all gone 
I’m falling and can’t stop 
The end is on my mind 
The end is alright

The only chance I’ve got 
Is to elevate my mind 
Before I leave my side 
I’m running out of time

The end is on my mind 

The only chance I’ve got 
Is to elevate my mind 
Before I leave my side 
I’m running out of time

Alone 

The end is on my mind 

Once again, shoutout to the darkwave legend, Luis Vasquez, of the band Soft Moon. Travel well to the next destination brother. Rest easy. Until next time Fishheads, enjoy being alive, really enjoy it, even if only for today. That is all for now. So sayeth FisH™🎏  

Good Day Today

Big cheers to the great David Lynch, for his genius & inspiration as a deep-diver. Also, thanks to PlazmaPunk for creating the software that allows me to make these weird videos. However, the biggest applause goes to my Fishheads, because without you, no one would watch/read these random diatribes I spit out on a highly irregular basis. Never know when and/or what’s coming, so best to just enjoy the show, because that’s all this 3d prison planet is…a show, kabuki theatre at best. Make the most of it, especially now “in this year of our Lord 2024,” as Hunter S. Thompson might say. Until next time fam, be good, & stay tuned…there’s much more to come. So sayeth FisH™…🎏

It’s Late: A Beacon School

Shown to the place you fold,
there’s nothing to be without it.

Turned to the debt you owe,
there’s no way to move around it…

…so much for feeling grounded…

My latest creation. I found this band fairly recently actually, but they’re super dope. There’s so much good music. Lots of shit music too, but so many creative electronic artists & musicians. We need more magicians tho. Cheers to an old friend who mentioned that once to me on a balmy Southern night. “There’s too many artists…not enough magicians.” Good times. Nonetheless, more to come. Stay tuned. The FisH™abides…🎣

Halogen

From one of my favorite bands, Neon Indian. Such a good band, & sadly, as with many great ones, most have no idea who they are and/or how amazing they are, but I digress, of course, as if on queue. Regardless, enjoy the video below; I dropped the lyrics below so that you, dear readers/viewers, can follow along if you’d like. Whatever works for you. So sayeth FisH™🎏 

Click above or click HERE to watch

I could be a shadow,
in the light I’ll be behind you,
when the glow is shallow,
there’s a halogen inside you.
It eclipses through me.
when it’s you I see, you I see…

the ellipsis stills me…ah-ahha

….At every turn I follow,
we’re dancing with our shadows,
& every turn I follow,
we’re dancing with our shadows.

Red sky narrow,
muted night & nothing comes through,
yeah I know I don’t know,
couldn’t care enough to try to,
but you speak with lips sealed,
It’s just how I feel, how I feel,
& the absence is too real…ah-ahha…

At every turn I follow,
we’re dancing with our shadows.
& every turn I follow,
I’m dancing with my shadow…🎣

Obituary Writer

Wow, I have thought up almost every writing job one can think of as I actively STILL seek to get hired as a writer, but never an obituary writer. I just applied for the job, & as I wrote my cover letter, I pictured myself already writing obituaries, & I may have discovered a niche, so to speak, that flows perfectly with my own authentic style of wordsmithery. I suppose I could do some practice ones as writing samples, perhaps on one of the dead friends I have lost in the last few years. There’s so many, where would I even start? Or…or…I could write my own obituary; that would be interesting, wouldn’t it? Maybe I’ll just make one up, who knows? As always, I am just going to plug into the proverbial wall socket, turn on the tuner, turn the dial until I find the right frequency, then let these fingers fly, & then reflect on what comes out when I am done. Ready? Okay, here we go…(illusory sounds of plugging in, turning on, tuning in, then type, type, typing)

Fish Frederico Fish, 99, of Playa Dominical, Costa Rica, passed away on September 15, 2077 from natural causes. He is survived by his cat, Milo, & his private nurse, Ms. Fiona Fillmore.

Fish F Fish was born on September 22, 1977, an only child to Francine & Frank Fish at San Juan General Hospital, San Juan, Costa Rica. Fish grew up learning music, & creating art, & as an only child, was encouraged to pursue his talents graciously by his parents. After graduating from Fishington High School with honors, he attended the prestigious Fishworth University, majoring in English Literature, before continuing on to get first his MA, followed by his PhD in Advanced Literary Studies.

His first job was as a teacher, teaching students to discover their respective writing voices at the same university he attended. Fish was always was a writer, & he wrote several books, his main one being Comic Tragedy, which went on to become a best-seller, launching Fish to new levels of status & achievement, as it topped the Fish York best-sellers list for a record 222 straight weeks.

Once his book went global, Fish decided to stop teaching as a career, to pursue a life of travel & adventure, venturing to many countries around the world. He documented his travels via his Truetube channel, which garnered millions of followers, providing more than enough income for Fish to spend the rest of his life traveling the world, & authoring his adventures through video, as well as written & spoken word. Fish was truly known worldwide, finding friends in many places all over the globe, & his legacy will live on in the annals of history.

Fish never really retired, as his life was always one of action, & he kept writing until the day prior to his passing. His last note read, in part, “The journey was long, but in the end, it was all just like a flash of a dream. The ride has been fun, but now it is done, as at last, I slip forever into the twilight of the afterlife. I love you all, & I look forward to seeing you again on the other side.”

Fish was never married, & has no children, & no living family other than distant cousins, but had many romances throughout his extended lifetime. However, at the time of his passing, he passed away quietly in bed, with only his best friend, his cat Milo, by his side, along with his private nurse.

He is being interred via Mount Julius Funeral Home September 22, 2077, on what would have been his 100th birthday. Services will be September 21st, at 6:00 PM. In lieu of flowers, Mr. Fish requested that all donations be sent to his foundation, The Feed the Fish Foundation, which provides free meals to those in need, which was something he devoted himself to for the last 3 decades of his life.

That’s not too shabby, right? We’ll see how my possible future employers like it, I suppose. It was fun to write though, & as a writing exercise, I encourage other writers to write their own obituaries. It’ll really make you think if you do, but that’s only if you do it. “Do hast thou will,” as the saying goes. The time has come, the time to go, & until next time dear readers, keep feeding your talent, keep feeding your fish, because that’s all you really can do, isn’t it? So sayeth FisH™…🎏

The Orsini Family

Ever heard of The Orsini family? If you have, cheers, but if you haven’t, you might wanna stay tuned, as I illustrate the origins of the bloodlines of the so-called “ruling elites,” which I have spoken about countless times prior to this article. However, I know for a fact that I’ve never mentioned the Orsini Family. Now, I despise the aforementioned elites, not just because they abide to the role of slavemaster, but because they lie. They lie about everything, & this entire world is an artificial zeitgeist, with a foundation as weak as the paper Monopoly money it’s built upon. It could all collapse at any moment, yet it doesn’t, does it? Nope, it all just keeps going, & the snowball gets bigger & bigger & bigger. Wait a second, if this is artificial, so to speak, who created/is creating it? This is where the Orsini family comes in, as well as all of those connected to their bloodline, which is arguably the most prominent. These people are the ones who have manipulated the power, resources, & wealth of this planet onto themselves…well…not exactly, because many of these families have dynasties now, legacies, they’re pedigreed like dogs to maintain their bloodlines, & it’s never been more difficult for them to maintain their lineage, so please believe, they’ll stop at nothing to retain their social status. If that means getting rid of a few of us “mouth-breathers” to get ahead, since human life means nothing to them, they’ll take out whoever and/or whatever they must to stay atop their high towers.

Think of the power this occult family must have, to have not one, not two, but THREE Popes, all coming from the same family, as well as countless cardinals, & down the line it goes. They claim that their lineage goes all the way back to Roman times, & although it proved difficult to find any actual proof of this, I can’t help but be amazed as to how this family has remained this well-hidden for so long. I mean, this is arguably the figurative Holy Grail of illuminati family discoveries, as well as vindicating the phrase, “All roads lead back to Rome.” I’ve told you, over & over & over again, that these bloodlines are very real, & if you are not part of them, you are part of us, & us, simply refers to us commoners, us mutts, those of us who were not born with noble blood, here to serve them, or so they believe. There’s a rabbit hole you can dive into about how the Vatican owns most of humanity. Yes, I said, “owns,” just like wheat, or flour, or cattle, or any other commodity, owned, as in your soul is bought & paid for by The Vatican, & because they own you, you are here to provide service, service to them, often disguised as “service to a ‘higher power,'” but make no mistake, it’s servitude to them. They abide no “higher power” other than the false light of Lucifer. As always, I must assert, that THEY believe in Lucifer, THEY do, not me, & I am simply an illustrator. I think Luciferianism is a mental disorder of sorts, & I do not respect it nor abide it one bit, which is probably why I’ve been thrown to the virtual wolves, as I have no useful purpose in their world domination agenda other than to fuck it even more than I already do.

Oh yes, what becomes of us thought-criminals when our clock runs out, so to speak? Not only are we not members of any supposed “royal bloodlines,” but we intentionally fuck with the matrix, always sticking the sticks between the spokes of the wheels that run this mammoth machine. What else are we to do? We’ve been genetically predispositioned to be nothing, NOTHING, unless you want to call a life of enslavement something. It’s just a matter of time before the AI has everyone & everything in its pocket, & if a camera can see your face, you’re fucked. That’s part of the agenda of the elites, to control you to death if they cannot kill you. Oh but they’ll try both, what do you think Covaids was for? Test run for the real pandemic, the one that kills people by the millions, billions even maybe. One giant holocaust to insure the royal bloodlines stay intact, & families like the Orsini Family & such live forever as masters of the entire planet. Most people have no idea how deep this goes, not a clue, & when all of this goes sideways, it’s going to be analogous to the dystopian nightmares you only see in movies & video games. What do you think they’re preparing everyone for in those kinds of media? It’s gonna seem so obvious in the future, what they were doing, but it won’t matter, because if they do in fact DO, what they’re planning on doing, there will be 7 billion less of us here to do anything about it. THEIR plan, not mine, & as I always say, I am only the illustrator, of things yet to come, if they do come at all.

Nonetheless, as I am never one to dive all the way down the rabbit hole for you few & far between readers, I am gonna leave it up to you to look further into the Orsini Family. Nothing is as it seems, & each day that goes by at this ridiculous job shows me just how far humanity as a whole has sunk, as far as being well-informed anyway, because the rest of the behaviors these low-vibrating savages display would take up another 3-4 articles worth of writing. I work among them though, so perhaps I am just as bad, if not worse, in my own way. Who knows, right? Who knows & who cares? Until next time dear readers, when stumbling upon a rabbit hole, I find it’s best to jump in head first. So sayeth FisH™🎏