Flowers in the Dark

I was talking to myself, about the flowers in the park, for hours in the dark, the hours in the park.

Who are you, who is this voice, this voice always talking to me, in my head, who the fuck are you? Seriously, I think it’s time we have a talk then, since you won’t shut the fuck up, whoever you are. Sheesh. Is 45 fucking years long enough? Geez. You remind me daily how I fucked my life off, you seem to always have the answer, yet my auto-pilot meat puppet doesn’t abide, & does its own thing, apparently. I don’t know. I DON’T KNOW, gah, but there you are, always there chiming in. Like a version of myself, guiding myself, at least attempting to, from somewhere I am unaware of. My “higher self,” maybe? Gah I just don’t know, no idea who the fuck you really are, but you’re ALWAYS here with me. You bring shit music, & play it on loops, you alter your dialect too confuse me. Why? Why are you fucking with me?

It’s so frustrating, but it feels good to write it out. Maybe that’s how I beat you, but are we competing? What’s the competition? Control of the moron writing this crap? Does everyone have this voice, a “conscience,” is that who you are, my conscience? Hard to make that determination, when you’re looking through a cloud of narcissistic bi-polar maniacal paranoid schizophrenic delusions, if,& I emphasize IF, that’s the reality of the reality, so to speak. . but yep, I bet I’d check off the whole list…check, check, check. Throw him back in the nuthouse, perhaps? Gah, why do you keep referring to that, whoever you are? Why these games, these tricks, like my higher self is fucking with me, for laughs maybe? I just don’t know. It’s incredibly difficult to manage. What about the meds? WHAT MEDS? What the fuck are you referring to? I don’t take meds. Oh great, another earworm…wunderbar.

This is whatI deal with, all day every day. Not only am I aware of my own decades-long string of insanely poor life choices, but my “conscience” reminds me about, again all day every day, while looping stupid songs on top of the vocals. Makes no sense. What am I supposed to do? I have this key, a special key to a unique door, a rare key, not many people have this key. When I use this key, & open the door, I see the whole picture. Not a corner of the painting, not the edge, the ENTIRE picture. I see the Great Recycler, I see your so-called “leaders” helping it. It’s something beyond this 3d space we’re all in, but I have the key, as I mentioned, & I opened the door, & I saw what I saw. Now, I’m either truly insane, a complete mental patient, or…I’m right. Are these self-proclaimed “elites” doing Satanic rituals on live broadcasts to millions of people? YES. Do these elitists believe in Luciferian doctrine? YES. Do we all know that these people do dark things to kids? YES. YES YES YES, we live in a world where the people in power positions believe in an avatar of destruction, & venerate said avatar. THAT is what the big picture illustrates. Or…none of what I just said is true, & I’m a mental patient. Now which do you believe?

Doesn’t matter to me, I don’t care what any of you think, to be honest, I’m a narcissist remember? I can’t “care,” according to the manual anyway. Truth is, I DO CARE. I care about all of it. I care about a waning humanity being led through The Great Mouse Trap by dangling bits of moldy cheese, disguised as fiat money. Oh, you didn’t know? Yep, “money” is the stinky cheese they keep you trapped with. Those silly little notes, with numerical denominations, just pieces of paper, “I-O-Us,” so to speak, yet people KILL each other for their cheddar. It’s all in the words, which is one reason why I’m so fascinated by these words, these vibrations, coming from somewhere, some other dimension maybe, I don’t know. They come though, these words come then I write them down, & set them free to roam if they want to, roam around the world, isn’t that right B-52s?

Now it’s time to wrap up, “wrap this bullshit up,” he says, whoever he is. Is it me? I don’t know. Is it a program? Again, no idea. Will he ever shut up? No, probably not, but I notice that on my dreams, he isn’t there. Very surreal, right? Like literally surreal, since he only dips when I’m dreaming. Oh wait, when I go to Interzone too, he isn’t there. Well, he kind of is, but he’s quiet, subdued in submission perhaps? I don’t know….gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…I DON’T KNOW, & the one thing I really get frustrated over, is NOT knowing things, particularly because I know that I know more than I know, does that make sense? Almost as if part of me has been turned off, hindering my true abilities, & all I’m left with is this asshole reminding me daily how I fucked my life off. It helps writing this down, exposing my conscience, as maybe one of my handful of readers has similar experiences occurring. Thanks again JP for the releasing the Pandora’s box of inner-prompts for me. Thank you to the one who gifted me with JP’s online course as well. You know who you are. Cheers Jonesy.

Anyway, he says wrap it up, which I defied, but now I shall comply. Why? I don’t know, this has reached its proverbial pinnacle atop the mountain though, wouldn’t ya say? I’m tired, & my head hurts, & there’s just static now. The dial has moved to a station with no frequency, which is my queue to go. Time to climb back down the mountain. Until next time dear reader, climb your own mountain, before your mountain becomes a mole hill. So sayeth FisH™🎣

For all of you, & for none of you at all.🐟

“Climb your mountain, before your mountain becomes a mole hill.” ~Fish F Fish🎏

The Fooze: S2 E15 2/15/2023 Pyramid of Power

I know, I know…been meaning to write about the greatest hustle arguably of all time, the ruse that robbed me of everything I’ve ever worked for. Yep, all gone, thanks a lot Sam Bankman-Fried you chubby little elitist fuck. If we ever cross paths, run, run as fast as your fat ass can shuffle in the other direction. I want you to run, so I can open-field tackle your blobulous body, then wail on you like the kid in A Christmas Story. Not to hurt you physically of course, no no I’d never actually hurt you, just slap the shit out of you, over & over again for robbing so many would-be investors. BILLIONS stolen, BILLIONS of dollars, with a YUGE “B,” & this guy is STILL living it up like a rock star, relative to the plebs he robbed, this scandalous punk. His goofy girlfriend too, & their nerdy little friends at the poser bong-party with the Omega-Mus at Tri-Lambda house & an AI maid robot named Reggie. Look at this screenshot I took from an article just published.👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻

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“House arrest,” I bet that’s really rough in his parents mansion, derp. If it were you or I, do you think we would get such luxuries? Oh wait, we’d never be able to swing that $250 million dollar bond, so who cares? No, we’d be in the stank, the deep stank, with the rest of the felonious convicts. Unfortunately, we live in a 2-tiered system, 2-tiered in every way imaginable, 2 totally different worlds, literally. In this case, obviously, it’s the “justice” system…(Fart Noise). That’s what I think of their idea of “justice” these days. Liberal judges cleverly installed all over the country to enforce the separation too. Not just judges, prosecutors, attorneys, & oh yeah, EVERY ALPHABET AGENCY THERE IS. All the way up to the Presidency, if you wanna split some hog hairs about how deeply this cancerous corruption has infected the body of humanity. Yeah, perfectly analogous to cancer, & we’re at stage-4 methinks with this nonsense. How do you fuckers get up every day, knowing you’re going to be evil, then just make a coffee & off to your “intelligence” jobs. Oh sorry, I meant “weaponized” intelligence jobs, my mistake.

Yep, got the keys to the culture-castle, the backdoor to the backrooms of the zeitgeist, total access to all the data you want, on anyone & everyone & everything, all at the touch of a button, & now with the help of AI, I can see how they would take that kind of power & run with it. If you know things that 99.99% of the population does NOT know, you can make moves that are the equivalent of playing chess at a 10 to 1 move rate. As in, one player makes 10 straight moves, then the opponent gets one, then player one gets another 10 moves, see what I mean? It’s a RIGGED GAME, THEIR game, but they use all of you as the pawns. TWO-tiers, I told you, all around, they’ve split the zeitgeist essentially, well, that’s impossible, but they ACT as though it’s split, feeding all of you the illusion of “freedom,” pfttt, via long-game programming, & most of you get programmed, it’s that simple. This elitist cancer has infected mass media the most, as that is where the real power exists, controlling the information, CREATING NARRATIVES, as I’ve said countless times, so imagine this; imagine having access to ALL of the data on the Internet, as well as control of the mass media, along with badges & guns of course, hence the weaponization, imagine ALL of that combined into the pernicious palms of a small few. That’s an INCREDIBLE amount of power to wield, is it not?

God damn right it is, it’s downright terrifying, because how can one proclaim their own Divine sovereignty with that kind of shadow always lurking overhead? This is a tiny few, mind you, relatively speaking anyway, but they compartmentalize downward, like a layered pyramid; however, no one ever mentions the tippy-TIPPY top of the pyramid, the “capstone,” & I think of the Great Pyramids of Egypt as an analogy, if the alleged speculation about them is true of course. What speculation? Great question, thanks for playing. Said “speculation,” is that the Pyramids of Giza had said capstone, made of gold. Have you ever been to the Giza Pyramids? I don’t know how the hell they would a capstone made of solid gold on top of those, seriously, it’s a sight to behold in person, the sheer size, then to think of a golden capstone on the top, wow. I think they used sound frequencies to build them, with “technology” we have no real clue about yet, not publicly anyway, but I digress. Do you see the analogy, though? The power-pyramid among the elites has a “capstone” too, if you will, & it’s these people at the top who have access to all three Zeldian power segments to complete their triangle of power. Control the mass media, in all aspects, check; have access to ALL data on the interwebs, with AI assistance, check; use “legal authority” to arm themselves with badges & guns, now weaponized, to enforce their agenda & remove anyone who doesn’t comply, check. Check, check, check, & if you have all 3 checks, you’re in, you’re in the capstone, the capstone at the top of the top of the proverbial Great Pyramid of Power. Again, it’s quite disconcerting to know that I’m not writing fucking fiction here, is it not?

Yep, & like I said, THEIR game is a game we plebs will never play, so they keep everyone else in The Great Mouse Trap, while they make their capstone glow brighter & brighter, maybe something to do with Lucifer’s light, I don’t know. Like I’ve reiterated ad nauseam, I DO NOT BELIEVE IN THAT WEIRD SHIT, but apparently, THEY DO. I don’t know, I don’t get it, it’s bizarre dark arts insanity to me. Again though, THEY DO, yes it’s fucking bizarre as fuck, but it’s real to them. Moving on…

This is all stretchy speculation, keep in mind, because I do not have access to any of the esoteric knowledge within that capstone-club atop the pyramid. I wish I did, I hate not knowing things, it gives me a shitty anxiety to know that their game even exists. Maybe I’m just pissed that I’ll never be able to play, & I can’t admit it to myself? Nah, that’s ridiculous, because one, I’m not a soulless vampire that gets off on proverbially feeding from human energy, & two, I’m not into the satanic shit, not at all. The dark arts are revolting to me, & although I’m not religious at all, I think that these fools who “worship” an avatar like “satan,” or “Lucifer,” either/or, they also venerate what those entities represent, which is ultimately destruction. Hate, wrath, rage, darkness, the shadow, THAT is what these people apply their individual energies to. It’s super-bizarre, but to them, very real. Weird, right?

Well, that was fun, wasn’t it? When I started this article, today’s Foozer, I had no idea what would come out. Just turned on the receiver, turned the dial to the right, then back to the left a bit, then slightly right again, & ditdit-ditdit-dit-dit-dit, the fingers fly, & creation happens. It’s SO important to be a creator. Every thing you create, is another light on the Great Tree. While these Luciferian satan-worshipping foot soldiers from the hell of Hades embark on a life-quest fueled by endless destruction, we creators must keep creating, creating creative creations, making lights, more lights, MORE LIGHTS, to light up the darkness. The way to be free is to create, the way to enslave yourself, is to be a destroyer, a killer, the antithesis of the magic makers. Don’t be a broken light bulb murderer, be a moonlight marquee, lighting up the street. Until next time, dear readers, create light in darkness, for there can be no darkness in your neon light. So sayeth FisH ™

For all of you, & for none of you at all.

“Create a neon light, not a shadow in the night.” ~Fish F Fish🎏

“Be the moonlight marquee, lighting up the street.” ~Fish F Fish🎏

Supermoon CERN Energy

As most of my readers know,

we do our best,

NOT to fear monger here.

There is however,

the obvious fact,

that this world is really getting somewhat turbulent,

as we approach zero point,

or the singularity,

black swan event,

or whatever YOU want to call it,

but there IS something brewing.

And for those of YOU who say things like,

“Every year they say that,”

I say to you:

If only one of us is right once,

what will YOU do then?

It’s good that people keep mis-guessing the aforementioned event.

It’s good that those who “predict” are wrong,

because this event only needs to happen one time,

just once,

and I don’t know what the event is and/or might be,

never have claimed to,

but it could/would/will/has change/d everything.

Dates are just the result of humans attaching numbers to astronomical cycles,

they are irrelevant.

As I said above,

who’s to say a mass event has already occurred,

and/or IS occurring right NOW?

All of these people ascending in various ways,

twin flame reunions,

recalling your Higher selves,

mass consciousness expansion at an exponential rate,

on and on,

and when did all this start?

Well if you look to the right of my page,

you’ll see that CERN is firing their particle accelerator,

this Friday, March 20, 2015,

coinciding, coincidentally of course,

with a Supermoon eclipse.

They haven’t fired this since just after that infamous date,

of December 12, 2012,

specifically in February 2013.

Before that,

they had been playing with their toy,

since around 2008. 

But before that, 

what sort of particle accelerators had they been testing,

with leftover technology that the Nazis pioneered?

Now stick with me here…

…if you go back throughout the history,

of this current mass awakening many are experiencing,

it began on a relative mass scale in the late 1950’s,

into the 1960’s, and into the 1970’s,

obviously just after World War 2 ended.

Operation Paper Clip,

look into it,

numerous HIGH-level Nazi scientists and engineers,

relocated safely from the Third Reich,

into the hands of the psychopaths,

who run the CIA,

that work in shadows,

and YOU have no idea where they have gone at this point,

with the previously mentioned technology.

Now I know CERN is not based in Amerika,

but those who control Amerika,

are the banker scum who control the money, 

and where are they based?

2 + 2 is NOT 5,

but I won’t digress into that now…

So let’s pseudo-speculate just a bit,

Nazis taken to Amerika after WW2 ends,

pioneering technology YOU have never heard of,

and as the Fed and the Globalist bankers pirated,

and continue to pirate Amerika,

these technologies have fallen into the hands,

of the scum atop their proverbial pyramid,

those who have total control over most of YOU already.

…but hang in there…this gets better…moving on…

 These elitists are in it for full-scale domination,

and they have rationalized that they need the biggest weapons,

in order to successfully do so.

The proton particle accelerator they play with at CERN,

generates energy levels UNPRECEDENTED,

even at an atomic level.

Going back,

just after the first atomic bombs were tested and used,

the first mass waves of “awakened ones,”

were born…

…i.e. the first star children, indigos, crystals, etc…

…look into it for YOU if YOU don’t know…

…continuing…

It’s as if there is some counter-reaction of energy,

filtered back to the populous,

as the potential level of destruction and energy released from WMD grows.

So there were the first waves,

following those first atomic tests,

then more waves as they continued to test nuclear weapons,

all over the world,

leading from the 1950’s,

as mentioned earlier,

all up through the decades…

…UNTIL…

…the research shifted from atomic weaponry,

to more advanced molecular particle weaponry,

and the advent of what is now known as CERN.

What is CERN?…

Look into it, no links this time, YOU can do it for YOU,

but I can sum up:

Around 20 miles long,

they just blast protons in opposing directions,

at near light speed,

to see what happens basically. 

Now I don’t know the science,

I just try to put together puzzle pieces,

like YOU,

so when I look at the historic timelines,

of when these progressively leveling-up weapons are tested and used,

in relation to evolutionary bounces that advance consciousness,

back toward it’s higher self/5th dimensional self,

those “bounces” line up in accord with those weapons being used.

So CERN comes along and fires it’s first test in 2008ish…

…and what has become of those first star children from the 1950’s?

Those originals are old now, many dead, some still very much alive.

We have the children of the first star children now grown,

many with their own children,

that have various terms associated with them,

such as rainbow children, again, look into it for YOU.

So as you can see, since the 1950’s first wave,

a few generations have now been incarnated,

many of which are more in tune with the increasing energies,

but not quite awake yet,

but more and more and more and more waking up every moment…

…and when CERN fired off in 2008,

 a HUGE energy wave swept the planet,

and we began to get noticeably more information about New Age type things,

although I don’t really like using that term,

but it works here,

in order to illustrate people somewhat beginning to share and talk about,

subjects like dimensions, vibrations, ascension, etc…

…all around mid 2000’s to late 2000’s,

and I know it has been discussed extensively before that time,

but I’m talking about it becoming so widespread,

and with the help of the energy super-highway we call the Internet,

more people than ever before in known history,

were remembering and awakening,

to their soul consciousness,

allowing ego to die,

freeing themselves from their own chains.

Then there is the 2012 time period.

People thinking the world would end,

apocalypse, blah, blah, blah,

but what if something DID happen on a global scale,

just not in the way most people think,

and it was a gross misinterpretation, of what the Mayans were really trying to convey?

There were so many people who woke up in 2012,

you could feel the energy of something equatable to a mass birthing,

(thanks to Cyriak for the visuals above and below)

and it was everywhere,

and it’s still everywhere,

only now it’s grown,

and it grows exponentially,

all in time with this upcoming next firing of CERN,

which hasn’t fired since the beginning of 2013.

Incidentally, 

they basically double the power every time they play with this thing,

so when they do it again this Friday, 

for the first time in over 2 years,

it will be a stronger blast of energy than EVER before…

…and what will happen?

I wish I knew, I wish i knew,

but again,

DO NOT FEAR. 

Like I explained in this post,

something happens when they try to handle this level of energy,

that reciprocates with the energy giving life to this humanity,

as if their negativity,

is polarized as positivity and filtered back through the connected consciousness of all. 

THERE IS NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF, EVER,

and with that,

 I’ve just passed 1000 words,

so time to go.

More to come. 

Love to all.