That’s right, the time has come to yet again summon my guardian frog, to remove a terribly horrible panema, one that has been stuck to me forrrrrrrr…for forever it seems. I shook it out once, now 7ish years ago I think…geez, the time is moving by so fast, but either I didn’t remove it completely, or a new one came back, with a vengeance. A panema is like a bad luck ghost…well, not “like,” it is, it IS a bad luck ghost. They feed off of human soul energy I think, & are quite common. There’s much in the world one cannot see, especially the seemingly endless amount of dark energy, trying to break its way through the light. The frog, this special Kambo frog, has a mucus, & this mucus, when applied to the bloodstream, causes one to purge, & remove the possessing panema, freeing you from the chains that kept you bound to the darkness. No, this is most certainly NOT a drug; it’s a medicine, & once the medicine is applied, you purge out all of the negativity, quite violently too. It’s like a dope kick rolled into 20-30 mins of vomitous hell. It works well for those with depression, mental disorders, addicts of course, and/or for those who just want to give their individually respective spirit orb a “spring cleaning,” so to speak.
I first did this in Costa Rica, & it worked, for a while anyway. I was as high as I’d ever been, without being HIGH high at all. Once the markets crashed though, & I lost everything, then my whole life afterward, all gone, & I was thinking, & I still think, “What happened?” What happened that got me like this? Was it a bad spirit? Was it the return to a self-destructive past? What the fuck did I do wrong? How did it come to this? These are many of the questions I am putting into my intention. You must have an intention, a goal of sorts, something new to focus on in your life after the ceremony is finished. The medicine hits like a freight train, a loud big one too. Again, this is NOT a drug; it’s a medicine, & one that should be used much more commonly, especially for addicts. It’s cheap, much more effective then carousel clinics & roundabout rehabs & depressing detoxs & all of the man-made “run your program” bullshit. They use of all of that to make you a cooperative worker bee drone when you clean up. No thanks. I’ll take a natural medicine that God Himself put here for Man to use. Can you imagine if a few million junkies all got sober in an hour? The revolving door industry would lose so much money. Point being, it’s all intentional, all of this drug addiction madness, this cancerous plague, this scourge, & this panema wants to take over existence, one human at a time.
Which is why I have found my way back to the Great Frog, who peacefully sits on His toadstool, waiting for flies & travelers to come by. Last time, it was as if life itself reset in some way, & the frog stayed with me, for a long time, until I lost Him again. I take blame of course, full blame, even though when I reflect on the past, it’s as if I was playing out a script, rather than using “free will.” Am I alone with this phenomenon? It’s kind of like an auto-pilot vibe, & you think you make a decision, but do you? Or…are you just playing out commands atop of sub-commands atop of sub-commands, that come to a conclusion, that you interpret as a “decision?” I know, I know, it’s mind-fucky, & I am not saying there is no true free will at all. I am saying that I think it’s something un-understandable from our current vantage points, something that seems so far away, an answer that hides behind a hill in the setting sun, yet way down the memory hole, the answer IS there, & has always been there, only we’ve forgotten. Much has been taken way from us, so much, & damnit, there has got to be some kind of real-time Divine Reckoning to free people from their enslavements. Slaves to money, drugs, food, consumption, vanity, novelty, this is ALL by design, & most of you seemed to have bought it, bought it all right up, didn’t you? STILL buying it up, arguably more-so than ever, just eat it all up, like Pac-Man, chasing little dots around a maze.
Regardless, as you can see, I have some serious & shadowy thoughts about recent revelations due to situations that delivered self-realizations about my own askew incarnation. The random visions, the ultra-lucid dreams, & yes, the self-realizations, coming every minute, like waves on a beach, endless waves going splish-splash on the spongy shore, I know not what it means, but once I reconnect with the realm of the sacred frog, the moth leaves the chrysalis once again. Until next time dear readers, the frog abides. So sayeth FisH™…🎏
EaT~aLL~YouR~FisH™ 